| Location | Chester |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 1997 |
| Date of Death | 1997 |
| Visitors | 2,705 since 01/02/2008 |
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i hope no one is offended by this site as i know there are alot of people who have genuinally lost children through no fault of there own(and my heart goes out to you) but i know there will be people out there who have been in the same situation as me.i fell pregnant in 1997,the father wanted nothing to do with me or the baby and i was only young i already had a small child and was struggling alone so i chose not to keep my second child,i was heartbroken to have to make that horrible descision and i never did get over it(maybe thats what i deserve)i remember coming out of the theatre and my heart was breaking so much i thought it was going to stop,before i went into theatre i was in such a state that the nurse said if i didn`t get myself together the doctor wouldn`t do the operation(i wish i had been turned away)i never had anyone with me as i never told anyone, not even my family,i felt so alone,i tried to ring the hospital afterwards to find out what they had done to you ater the operation but they wouldn`t tell me(they must have thought i was crazy)i just wanted to know your final resting place(i still don`t know to this day)i never had anywhere i could visit you or lay flowers to tell you how sorry i was, that is why i chose this site so you could be remembered sweetheart,my heart still breaks for you today 11 years later,i hope you can forgive me.i dont want sympathy or comments please about what i done, i want people to remember my child who never got to be.i have since had a baby!im so sorry sweetheart for what i done, you didnt deserve it,if i could turn back time i would,i hope your happy with the angels now.xxx
i also dedicate this site to anyone who has been in my situation,some people think its an easy descision but its the worst descision anyone could have to make.
THANKYOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO HAS LIGHT CANDLES AND LEFT MESSAGES IT MEANS SO MUCH GOD BLESS YOU ALL X X
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so sorry for the horrible decision you had to make no one should go through that alone i understand why you did it and god will to and your little angel will be up in heaven with all the other little angels including my own,i know god forgives so please forgive yourself all my best wishes to you god bless xx
I would just like 2 say that i think it is lovely you put yourself on here 2 remember your baby. We all have 2 make difficult choices and i think you are so brave. Please stop punishing yourself x
Please don't punish yourself, your angel loves you regardless. I cant imagine how hard it has been for you and going through it all on your own.I currently see a councillor which is helpful.sending you lots of love and hugs x x x
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firstly id like to thank you for visiting my babys site and secondly, i dont want you to think that i class my loss any worse than yours, you did what was right for you in a difficolt situation, u may wish you'd done things differently but then theres so many things that i wish id done differently too. were both the same. grieving mothers. im sure our angels are playing together and watching over us. god bless and take care. love sent always. xxxxxxxxxxxx
i have never had a termination. i have a 7 month old son and im 13wks pregnant. i really did not want this baby and went for a termination but cudnt go thru with it. up untill 2 minutes ago i still didnt want it but reading all these tributes has made me realise that i did the right thing by not going ahead with the termination.. i want to send all my love and best wishes to each end every 1 of you. my heart goes out to you and i want to thank you all for helping me see clearly. godbless all of you and your sweet angels. xxxxxxxx
such a hard thing to go thru on your own. your little angel will be playing with all the other angels. there are no judgements in heaven. godbless you and take care. xxxxxxxxxx
such a hard thing to go thru on your own. your little angel will be playing with all the other angels. there are no judgements in heaven. godbless you and take care. xxxxxxxxxx
So sorry to read your story, it must have been heartbreaking to go through all that on your own. My heart goes out to you. Your decision has caused you so much pain, I hope you can find some comfort xx
These are my tiny footprints, so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints, never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint, for now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant for other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints, in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel tears, of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints, in each butterfly's lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you, if you give me just a chance.
You will see my tiny footprints, in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind, and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints, are found in Mummy's heart
Because even though I'm gone now, we'll never truly part
god bless u i no ur guilt xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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